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WHOA WHOA WHOA. :D Totally an eye-opener. I must learn to love 'O'Levels chemistry paper. HAHA :D The Chemistry Olympiad was almost disaster. First question don't know how to do already. Maybe i only know how to do 10 out of 50 questions hahaha. And it's so damn cold over there. Cold until i shiver and can't hold pen and press calculator properly. Ahahaha screwed. The guy sitting beside me from XX school gave up halfway. I saw him looking into blank space. Then i'm like a noob; never stop checking till last minute. OH yes, Raffles JC is damn huge. Can get lost inside. O: Whatever...over liao. And now it's exams. Screw it. You don't know, so don't try to appear like you do. Because it feels like shit. Today was a good day. (was it?) Well yea, not bad! At least something good happened to me?? :D Ahahaha, i'm stupid. Whatever. Physics SPA was okay. I guess i decided to make up for the loss in screwing up Bio SPA. Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars Seeing is deceiving, Dreaming is believing, It's okay not to be okay Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart Tears don't mean you're losing Everybody's bruising Just be true to who you are. WOOOOOOOTS. There goes my weekend. It's all dedicated to homework. Yea homework should feel honoured. Oh well, that's life. Whooaaa. I missed out pretty much. Can't imagine. THREE DAYS ONLY, and yet Ms Tiong already drilled the class out of their daylight. Oh yes, DAMN. I screwed my Bio SPA. My graph was totally weird, and i had a calculation error due to a careless mistake and i feel stupid and all. -.- I'm feeling so much better today! I can run around in school and talk loudly already! :D YAAAAY!! Well uh i guess i've some catching up to do. So uh i'll go do my homework and study for this Bio class test Ms Chng spent so much time in setting. (: Sometimes i wonder if its stupidity or ignorance. WOOOOOO. Two days MC. Don't know what to say... It isn't fun man. High fever coming back at night, can't get back to sleep, damn tired. Yet your face is burning hot and you're shivering like mad. Ohhh i'm just so tired of so many things. Why do screwed people always lead a better life? Okay, choir had silver! (: Well yes most of us wanted a gold, and we thought we had a chance because we sang well that day. It was so much better than usual. But oh well, if it's silver, let it be. No use mourning over it. Be happy with what you get if you really put in everything. :D Damn. I'm down with this stupid illness. I'm not well anymore. Damn damn damn. My spine hurts when i lie down sometimes. I don't know why. I get high fever every night and i have to take Panadol. I feel cold before i get a fever and my palms become ice. What is wrong with me? I must admit that my face is hopeless.
Yes it is. Damn. I'm so pissed off with so many things, so many people. Maybe i think too much? Yes, that must be my problem. I always think too much. That's why i'm always unhappy no matter how hard i try.....and maybe that's why i'm full of problems. My mask is tearing off. Whatever, everything will get better in time. Why are people just so selfish? You came because of yourself, you don't care about anyone else, but yourself. So why should i help you? I don't care even if you want me to, because your attitude sucks. To the core. Change your attitude before you want others to help you, or else forget it. 5 April 2011
Die, die, dieeee!! D: There's only three more weeks left to MYE...and i've forgotten almost everything taught in sec 3. I'm wondering how i'm gonna pull through. Whoa. Okaaay, so we have a new modem at home. It's getting on my nerves because it's lagging pretty bad and i'm just staring at the screen. So much for being uh productive. Phlegm is stuck in my throat and i sound a little like Meiting! OMG i have to fix this....don't wanna sound like her for the rest of my life. Oh yes, i got pissed off quite alot lately. Tsk tsk tsk cannot like that...later i become very old easily. Smile more!!! :D And face noobs happily. yaaaaay. 3 April 2011
Ooohhh...back to life. Back to life is good. I would say that it's pretty beneficial. I learnt to see what's really in front of me though. And be prepared for it. Yes, i was wondering why i have to constantly struggle with a calm surface, why i had to hide what is going on in my mind. I came to no conclusion; i guess i'm just so weird. Maybe looking happy stays a habit. And old habits die hard. School had been HECTIC. Maybe not that hectic yet but it would be, soon. Argh i really hate thursdays....it's a torture. We sit in the classrooms from 8am to 5.30pm staight with only two 30min break in between. And i can't help but complain that the two 30min break isn't really 30min, but more of 25 or 20min. D: Mummy can't pronounce "Spaghetti" right. Have to teach her...the way she says it sounds horrible. Well that makes my resolution for the week? |