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Today i did some unrelevant stuff in the classroom. Looking at the ceiling, talking to myself, concentrating extra hard on my homework. Then i wondered, what the hell was that for? To prepare for EYE? Oh please, the world is going to end, and i'm going to die. On the first day of school, i was totally lost. I came in and went to the lockers and i saw things i didn't want to. I need eyemo. Then i realised Shuyi and Jianfei is missing. I don't know if i was void of emotions. Its a good thing Jieying was still there, with me. Because if she wasn't, i think i would just skip school. This sounds melodramatic but who cares, i like it. When I realised that Shuyi was back and she is coming to school the next day, I WAS DAMNED HAPPY. Then i realised what really can make me happy today--- it's us being together. The three of us may be disagreeing sometimes, and we may be pissed off. But altogether we wish each other well, that we are as one. God bless us. (: 当命运不是你想象中的那么好...
你只好任命!昨天我刚发现洁营去不成了香港，因为她不够钱。为什么我们就是没有一次是能完成的出去玩呢？ 不知为什么我会那么在意她没钱出国这事实，也不知为什么我会气的一肚子火。 我气自己无理取闹，人家命名就是不够钱去，我凭什么叫她去呢？ 算了啦，我们就任命吧。 美婷昨天才跟我说不自己洗内裤会倒霉。>.< 但我正么洗还是很倒霉。 I've been thinking of studying university overseas lately. Oh yes, i want to study in another environment, meet people with different culture, adapt to it. That's what i want...a whole new experience. Maybe it's just that i'm a typical 15 year old seeking for freedom. BUT... what about the school fees? That is a problem. The biggest problem is where do i stay? How do i eat? How do i get a source of income? Am i going to study there all alone? Will i be accepted by the people over there? Argh thinking about these questions just puts me off. I've been told that "if you work hard, you can achieve what you want" but this dream i want seem to be pulling away from me day by day. It isn't the question about doing well in my exams now, it's the question on money. The question on life. "Never give up" is something that i hear almost everyday and i've not given up this yet. But i don't dare to dream about this because when i tell this to others they treat it like i'm joking. 婧瑜，算了啦。 HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEYING!!! :D
 Happy Birthday, J I E Y I N G (my darling)!!! :D And rainie yang. (: I sms-ed Jieying midnight yesterday, and she was like "THANK YOU!!! :D:D" Alright, i met Shuyi and Jieying at clementi MRT at 9.30am today. I was so ON TIME, and i really mean on time. Guess what? I gave Jieying that cactus pen!! She laughed like #@($(*~@#%&^!#$% when she saw it because i put it in a box full of stars. -.- Ya lah very lame right? Even the MRT control person was laughing at me. Shuyi gave jieying a cake and a necklace. :D We went to Bugis and it was so damn freaking early. So yea, we bought movie tickets without knowing what the show is. We bought it because it was the shortest movie. It turned out to be Mamaduke :D We didn't know what the hell it was until we saw the doggie and we were like "WAHHHH!! That girl dog is Shuyi!!!" Then shuyi was sort of pissed off and started whacking me with her bag. -.- NO USE LAH!!! Me and Jieying rushed for choir and we reached there ON TIME. (: LALALALLALALALALALAAAAAA~~~ I went to her house to help her with the youtube videos and went home. Oh...and meiting, get well soon. ;D |