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you are doing this.Sometimes, i really don't understand people humans. Is is a natural phenomenon? I guess so. But i digress. (: I have a feeling that something is going to happen. Something that doesn't affect me much, because of something happening right now. But i have a question: Do you practice altruism? I doubt. Know why i can stand that? Because i'm stoic. Maybe you would take a hundred years to do the same. So by then, come find me in my coffin. (: I promise i would congrat you. Whatever.
#1My chances of getting 32 for chinese compo is gone. (: Congrats to myself for writing shit on that piece of paper. Oh yes, the teacher actually gave me graph paper. -.- Luckily i change with the teacher. I just feel that my compo didn't make any sense, it's just a piece of $%@#$^@#&*$^ Marine says i'm too stressed already, ya makes sense. Haha. Thanks marine, i'm going to laugh with you after exam! And all because i think i did not write enough, i was so sian throughout the whole recess. I'm just all alone during recess. YAYA whatever~ Who cares anyway? #2 Due to the bad memory Jieying has: ... I found a way for her to memories the colour components easily. This efficient method consists of Math and Science. So she is going to be revising two subjects. (: I did that just for her you know! I drafted out and re-draw everything again! She must Thank me or i'm going to hate her forever. No lah no lah joking only. Well i have a secret to share. Not really secret lah, but.. The stupid compositions with the proper formats i did on Thursday night was all for Ziqian! HAHA i know she has difficulties memorising the format because she was having some troubles that night. That explains why she was the first one to read all of them. (: #3 I can see changes. Whatever it is, i won't tell you. MUAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHA! Because i'm damn freaking pissed off. HAHA that quote i used in that compo. -.- But it's true that i'm angry. D:< --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Rachel, smile more! :D (: Oh ya and i love you too! Haha. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What you said did not make any sense. What? Ya lah ya lah, the problem is always me lah, happy? I'm okay with anything one, seriously, you happy than i okay already. Haiz i feel damn pathetic you know. but who cares? nobody would care lah. enough? If you have had enough just get out, i don't need people like you in my life okay. What is trust?
History project was well-planned! :D Maybe i will finish up the rest on monday with ana? (: Ah hope that i can finish it on time, i don't want to procrastinate. I have finished doing the research for art. I shall finish up the drawing part tomorrow before i go out. Projects make my planning so packed. ):< I found out something horrible. O: Don't ask me WHAT and don't ask me WHY. I won't bother to tell you. I learnt a lot of things from this 'horrible experience'. That i was BLIND before, was i? Or was it that things covered my eyes? Whatever. Ya, i have attitude, so what? Should I, ... or maybe, CAN I??
Complications.The only word that is ringing in my brain NOW. "Complications are just like tangled threads, solving it once dosen't means you can always solve it the same way." -Jingyu There are many complications, so let's start chronologically. (: Firstly, exams are coming. I do feel the pressure, and do you know what does it feels like when you feel TOO much of it? You burst. Yes. So i did, and i ended up screaming into my pillow. Projects, tests, exams, pressure, ..." Secondly, i'm feeling like argh. Don't ask me why, i won't tell you. xP Why? Respect. If i can't give others the simplest form of respect, i'm being a retard. Life is hard. Nothing seems to work out for me and those people just turn out to be ... Life is not waiting for the storm to be over, but to learn to dance in the rain. I digress. I have danced in the rain and i ended up with severe flu and double impacts. What do you say? Would YOU like to exchange MY life with yours? (: These life lessons are sometimes really not worth us learning, because what do we achive from them? Understanding in life? Morals? Respect? We only gain pain, and nothing else that impacts us the most... The "hOliDay"
is finally over.On the contrary, i'm happy. :D I'm not going to be sitting on my chair for 10 hours out of 24 hours! YAY! If you think i'm lying, i'm not. I need at least 10hours daily to study. No tuition than must work harder what. Common sense. My mood is back to normal, everything is normal now. I'm a little too busy to use the computer these days but i will still use it. hehe...anyway i know banning myself from using something i want to use is of no use. (: Ice skating on monday was quite fun. (: I only could choing five rounds around the rink, and it was at the end of the two hours. Yingjie cut his finger, damn poor thing. I had a big blister, damn it, cause my socks too low. -.- Eunice fell until her butt hurt like @#%!@&#%@# Marine fell and the ice water made her jeans soacked. Haha, at least she didn't mind. Weichen walk 1m when i helped others skating 1 round. Had to pull him out when it was time to resurface the ice. Xinyue was doing okay! :D got one time i pull her so fast and she keep telling me to stop but i didn't care. Our so called groups splitted into two groups again after that. -.- I went to KFC with Eunice, Yongchin, Weichen and Yingjie while the rest went to somewhere else. We went to the arcade to play for about 45min and went home. :D I went to the library on Tuesday with Yongchin and joanna to study. YAY! I did a science paper and two pages of math.:D Didn't really relax when i went home, had to do chinese paper. =/ Wednesday, i followed my parents and Jingwei to so called "park". Ya, new park. I'm don't even know the name of the park. Jingwei saw a snake, and what the hell, she screamed like #$#@$^&#@$ and go running away to my parents. I was standing beside her and didn't even move or make a sound. -.- Still say she very "man". I think wait until the sun rise from west lah. Some more when she saw the big big ant also scream. -.- Thursday, i stayed at home. Went to my grandmother's house to visit her. Her leg is injured, ): Hopes she get well soon. Friday, stayed at home too. Went to vivo with Aunty Dwi to buy Jingwei's birthday present, i bought a Voo-doo doll. it was like $5.95, and i can't let my mother know, or she will kill me. :D Ya lah, i'm willing to spend that amount of money. Saturday, is Jingwei's birthday, went to collect new passport. The picture in my passport is like shit. ):< I gave Jingwei the voodoo doll and realised that it was a love charm or whatever. Didn't notice it when i buy it. LOL At least she likes it. haha. Went home and rushed out to the library to study with yongchin and joanna again but joanna couldn't make it. Than when we reached there Shuyi and Jieying joined us. OMG the amount of things i managed to study wasn't as much as on tuesday. -.- Maybe it's the presence of ha and ha. HAHA, i keep talking when i'm with them. I feel so...
deprived.Studied so hard for science, but nothing came back. I'm starting to give up. It has been a year, that i've been striving, but nothing. NOTHING. The only accomplishment i have is math. The one and only. For the others, no matter how i hard i try, it's still at that range. Damn it. I'm not sure if i'm too stressed or whatever, i just can't bring myself to letting go. It's freak. I don't know whether i still can be at the top five of level. I've counted the number of days left and planned out my study plans. It's THIS friday i have to start preparing for EYE. Yup, one month before the day. To be exact, about 26 days. I have to tell myself i can do it. I always tell myself that, but, can i do it? Sorry, ziqian. I can't upload pictures inside my blog or in facebook, this computer is lagging. I'm going to kill it one day. Good LUck for your math revision during the holidays. ;D YOU CAN DO IT! *WEET* But i'm still going to do the Muahahahahaha thing. Muahahahahaha Muah ME! :D Always the one that doesn't get angry. Eunice! is the one i hang around everywhere with! <3 I'm in good terms with all of the HAs! Ha Ziqian! :D 照相狂。 Like to eat garlic bread. TALLEST! When lame, very lame. When emo, very emo. (: Ha Eunice! :D with ME ME ME ME ME ME ME! Talk and talk and talk and talk. Always the first to point out mistakes, and scold the person right at their face. WOO! Ha Jieying! :D obsessed with shuyi. She is the winner among the five of them to say me lame the most times. VERY expressive. Feelings can be seen immediately. Always the one that emo, and talk to herself. Ha Shuyi! :D in a relationship with jieying. :D JKJK no, maybe two of them have a society or something? Always the one that thinks alot. The Philosopher i think. Ha Xinyue! :D love to say me lame but actually she also very lame. always laugh to herself until her face red like tomato than stop. My pencil fixer. Aiya no use lah in the end my pencil also gone. Always the one that use two straws to drink during recess, said she wanted to quit, but failed. HAHA. Origin (Suggested by ziqian! :D) IPW project. Didn't include eunice at first, she was with another group! Jieying came out with this idea. And than we started to call ourselves muahahahahahahaha. Or whatever. The presence of six of us makes it feels so little, like three people. But six of us would be streamed next year, become muah here ha there. Maybe two HAs will be together, so become HAHA. But if Muah go with a HA, than become MUAHA. You don't need to understand, it's only me who needs to understand. ;D I feel so...
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