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It's not what you think.
There is just one more week.One. In this very last week, many things would happen. Ya! I can predict. Tears, Laughter, Nostalgy, Flash backs. Tomorrow, would be the very faithful day where we get ALL our results. Including our report books and everything. Want to go ahead of time? OK, close your eyes. I mean later, how are you going to read the instructions if you were to close your eyes now? Alright, later on, close your eyes and wind your watch to the time approximately 1.48pm. You should be standing outside the general office, and looking at a bunch of sec 2 students crowding around the notice board, with all those results that everyone has mixed feelings of. They dread to see it, but they also want to, horribly. See the irony? There would be different emotions you would feel. Let's analyse it. But before that, you don't have to care about how others feel at that moment. It's only you. Exquisitely YOU. Understand? :D Ok now to the analysing. Let's say you got to the class of your choice. You feel happy and sad. Why? YOu feel happy because you got into the class of your choice. No doubt. That's a little crap. -.- You feel sad because maybe your friends didn't make it to the same class as you. Didn't you hear it? Not everyone in our class got into their choice. ): Currently, i shall flash back to what i did in class for the pass few days. Practically, i'm just sitting down there, wasting my time. Thinking about many things, looking around the class, observing people. To describe everything in one word --- lonely. Ya, face it. I've been reading a lot because that's the only way for myself to think that i'm not slacking, when i'm actaully slacking. -.- You should read the book "Stalked". It's freaking nice and there is this psychological suspense way of writing. I've also been prank-calling people. Just found the joy in doing that a few days back. It's damn funny! You see their response, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! They suddenly look very pale, then they catch a glimpse of their handphone screen... then they turn to me and give me that lame face. HAHA HAHAHAHA! -.- Total crap.
It's promotion day today. So there isn't any school, and thanks to that, i went out instead. Went to Bugis. Jieying was late again so the whole group was almost like, being pulled back? I waited for 16min. Ah whatever lah i don't care much anyway. I recieved back my results for 2nd combined. 5 A1s, 2 B3, 1 C5. And you can guess what the C5 is. LITERATURE. That's the reason why i hate literature. Anyway, we were almost playing hide and seek in iluma. HAHA damn fun. Shall go back there again to play hide and seek. By that time the pillars should be bigger, i suggest. LO AND BEHOLD!
I'm down with throat infection again.-.- That means i can forget eating all those junk and playing in the waters at Sentosa tomorrow. Hell. I've subtly tried to pry introspection out of Jieying these few days. But to no avail. O: Eunice ah, good luck for your theory exam huh! If you don't do well for it i'm going to kill you, because you can't go Sentosa with me for your theory exam. ): Xinyue, she's going back to china! I'm going to miss you! Even though it is only for a month or so, ya. (: She promised me she will get bubblegum for me. ;D Yesterday she just told me to go back to China with her, haha. Ok, i would like to congratulate a few people here! :D This week is full of emotional pot holes for some people, because of results, courses choice, bla bla bla. Firstly, CONGRATULATIONS shuyi for excelling is your math, science and history. (: I'm damn freaking proud of you! :D Secondly, CONGRATULATIONS eunice and jieying for having distinctions in your science exam. YOU CAN DO IT!! SEE!!! :D Jieying, don't tell me it's luck. It's not. ;D You must have done something without knowing yourself to improve science. Thirdly, CONGRATULATIONS xinyue of scoring Distinctions for Math and Science. I look forward to being in the same class as you next year! (: HI FIVE! Fourthly, CONGRATULATIONS ziqian upon scoring 62 for literature! :D You are so damn good at it! Fifth, CONGRATULATIONS anastasia for scoring well for Math! (: Marine, CONGRATULATIONS that you scored well for History and Science! ;D Sixth, Meiting for your math! (: I hope you can get into POA! Do well there ya! Goodluck! This marks the end of Congratulating people, i have too many to congratulate. ;D So what did i chose for my course? Triple science. And i don't think i can manage it well. Suddenly, i feel pathetic. Others have more trust in me than i do. I'm afraid that i can't cope with all the stress and expectations there. Michael Pritchard once said "Fear is that little dark-room where negatives are developed." How true. My results are quite okay, it's eligible for that class lah, but i'm just ... NO i can't make it. YES you can. NO i can't. Yes, and i mean yes. The common conversation i have with people. Anyway, thanks everyone for believing and looking up on me! :D ONE last paper
The last streaming paper would be tomorrow. The last paper that determines which stream we go to. (:I have shocking news: I did 40 pages of math yesterday. O: From early morning till evening when i went for a wedding dinner? :D Of course i have two hours break in between. Today, i did two math papers. I really hope i'm prepared enough for Paper 1 tomorrow. Latest Update: Jieying told me something shocking yesterday night. O: HAHA. It's damn funny. I kept laughing at the sms. LEt me see...i heard that this year's PSLE math paper is very difficult. Good Luck to shuwei. ;D I'm sure you can do well! YOU HAVE MY SUPPORT! =D Don't even attempt to boast about your "success" in front of me. I don't want to hear anything. What's the use of having a brain of a genius, but the heart of a ... I don't get you, seriously. What's your problem? You look down on me since i was young. I know lah, i'm stupid, okay? The one with the lousiest results in our whole ... But whatever, you doubt my intelligence. i doubt your conscience. WOO-HOO! :D
Today marks the end of the stress i have for this year. Today, i went to meiting house to play!!! (: HAHA i actually called her after school to tell her that i want to go to her house. -.- We ate at mcdonalds, i had BIG BREAKFAST! =D Because i didn't eat any breakfast. ): I took the science paper with an empty stomach. That's why i thought about FOOD throughout the paper. (: Meiting suggests pizza!! (: But whatever. I remembered that i had nervous breakdown on monday - so i made many careless mistakes for the English and Chinese paper. There goes my A1. T_T History paper was managable, but i actually need more time. Everybody needs more time. Literature was like ... The poem was difficult, ya, no doubts, Math paper was #$@$^#@!$#^@%$@%. I actually mistaken JaCks for Joker, there goes my two marks. T_T I wrote 2.2 for the minimum point instead of -2.2 D:< I labelled the venn diagramm and wrote "right-angled" triangles at the universe. Science paper was relatively difficult. AH don't talk about exams anymore lah, i will faint. But anyway, i'm happy i can go to meiting house. (: I don't have to go home and kill myself with boredom. Aiya don't hide your intentions already lah, i know you too well already. (: |