The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause darling I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh, darling I wish you were here

Vanilla Twilight- Owl City

城市的热闹蜂拥而上,
我受不了了。
情绪不在我掌控之下,我该如何才好呢?
我坐在钢琴前弹着一首对我来说没带感情的歌。
歌曲随着我手指慢慢的成了一首歌,联成一手对大家来说得神话。
霎那间,歌曲扭转成不悦耳的声音。
在我手中的东西,为何都被我破坏了?

Unfair? Unjustice? Or, maybe both?
Too bad, that's this big, bad world huh? You aren't doing yourself any good, you know? Karma happens, and that would not only be me, but you, and everyone.
Too bad, it's too late. (:
Poor you.


I woke up this morning, and checked my phone.
Oh my, i'm playing a game.
A dreadful one.
I don't know when it started, but it just did. My perception changed, and nobody knew.
And that's just what i want--- nobody to know. I wanted to quit, and lose this game of chess, this game of mindpower and will. But i decided not to.
I will continue this game.

I picked up a book.
The burying place by Brian Freeman.
Oh my, what do i see? Deceit.
Instinctively, i would say not to trust anyone. But then, i thought again.
No...no...this world can't turn without trust.

Pandora opened up the box...and seven bad things escaped. And there was one last one which didn't make it.
Trust.

How many times have i wanted to trust?
I fear to trust, why?
I wish i knew.