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I've never thought of believing in what the horoscope says, but this time, it makes me wonder. Aquarius is meant to have full of emotional pot holes this week. YES, i had. I discovered many things unexpected. I realised that i'm too stressed. I learnt about one horrible truth. No, everything is unexpected. We can't see what is happening next, can we? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Whatever, literature test was okay! :D I identified a metaphor, but i don't know if it really is a metaphor since my friends all didn't realised it. :P I'm going to study alot over the weekends, as well for Monday and Tuesday -- many tests are coming right up. i know, kiasu, Whatever. Ya, i have attitude. I'm not in a good mood okay? ZzZ Last week, i was too shocked and stressed that i kept forgetting things. Yesterday, pandemonium broke out in my brain. I constantly remind myself of the test dates. Today, i spent my whole morning in front of my science assessment. Tomorrow, i'm going to be going back to RMPS! xD YAY! I'm going to meet LingHua again! (: She's only one of the people that i love in my primary school. Haha. She's very quiet, you know, it's a great contrast for us to stand together NOW, but last time, NO. haha, nevermind, if you are clever, you will know what i mean. ;D I've decided to spend the whole day revising for D&T and science tomorrow, and on tuesday, it would be D&T and english. Ya, just doing some practice. I won't be able to sleep if i don't work hard for a day. I wish mdm wong can be back soon. Used to think her teaching was boring, but it was good. It's way better than this teacher now. This teacher, ... Don't know much about the chapter. But i'm not going to let myself die so easily, are YOU? (: ... That very faithful day, you peeled off your mask, and showed me your face. The face was normal ---your eyes, ears, mouth, nose, are perfect. But, what did i see in your eyes? I saw complications. IT was hideous, so terrifying that i back off. But i was too shocked, that i lost my perception of everything. And YOU, Another person with a colourful string of personalities. I've seen your true colours. WAIT, do you have true colours? Changing personalites...everything. Are you superman? Who am i to you? I doubt my existence when i stand beside you. Because being a dog ang a god, is mutually exclusive. In other words, i can only be one. You chose the dog. Man's best friend. But i'm not YOUR best friend. Get it? :D
在短短的二十分钟，我忽然醒悟了。虽然我们在不同的学校里留下了自己的脚印，但我们在对方的心理留下的脚印是一样的。 你给了我没能够给我的东西，那就是顺利，能信任和长久的友情。 只有你，没有让我留下一个对你失望的回忆，也只有你，真正的了解我。 还是你对我最好，如果你今日还能陪我一起在学校里“发疯”，还能和我一起玩汽水罐， 我感激都来不及。 反正，谢谢是我唯一能对你说的话，但在我心里，我还有很多话想对你说。 ^-^ 虽然你已经不在我身边，我对你陪我的那短短两年感到非常感激。 从我看到你的那一天，我就知道，和你一起的时间不会长久，因为你是一个非常喜欢自由的“人” 我估计，把你养大了之后，你一定会在几个月之内消失 但你没有。 当我听到了要放开你的手那一天，我就知道时间到了。 你陪了我两年，让我伤心了两个月，是值得的。 从那天起，我只好每天在家里默默地等待一天过去，也期待你会回来，当那是不可能的。 想到我以前常常对你发脾气的日子，我不禁感到后悔。 为什么我没给你更美的回忆呢？ 虽然我们以前一起吃饭，一起玩水，一起“读书”， 我还是觉得不够。 永别了，朋友。 Human reflexes is unpredictable
Why do i exist? Life is meaningless.It's only recently, i realised that life IS meaningless, but it's how we make it meaningful. Okay, it's crap shit. Whatever. OMG. Mdm wong would not be back till term 4. ): Math?? I need to depend on myself now, it's time! :D The relief teacher on monday was like ... i asked her how to find the area of a parallelogram. "TEACHER, how to find the area of parallelogram?" "Eh...." "huh?" "1/2 X Sum of parallel lines X Height..." "HUH? I thought that one is trapezium?" "Eh..." "?_?..." "A parallelogram is a special kind of trapezium." "WHAT? Okay, thanks..." So i gave up on asking her and did not own way. (: Tuesday, another math teacher came in. She can't control the class. She taught us how find the curved surface area and volume of Spheres and Hemispheres. Question marks can be seen floating on top of my head. But i still managed after doing my assessment at home. MY SAVIOUR! haha Wednesday's lesson was like no difference. Ya, obviously. I'm just looking at the teacher talking and talking and talking. Dring! End of period ---nothing learnt. So i decided to bring Casco book to school on thursday. Went to school early on Thursday, it's mummy's birthday what! HAHA, also first day of seven month. I woke up at 6.30, it's like i'm blessed. :D i wished mummy a happy birthday and went to school! Saw eunice and we decided to go to the detention area to do some work. I worked on Cones in my assessment. I could have finished a page, but JieYing sms me to tell me that she would be late, so i have to take her books again. -.- I started my marathon and ran downstairs to take her books again. Math was first period. I was damn happy i brought my Casco book along, i can learn without wasting my time during her lesson. She started on a new chapter ---set notation. I was like "so fast?!" Nevermind, i read the two pages of the textbook for four times, couldn't get what it mean. So YongChin came and taught me the whole chapter, Thanks! :D Before that, the teacher kept chasing him away, saying that later people also will change places. But she didn't know everyone's places was already mixed! HAHA When we finished, the teacher was only at the third page, and everything was exactly the same as the textbook. -.- Friday, no math! YAY. :D Mr Pek told us about the Ghost rumours again. He said that we can't say "pontianak" for more than three times, or it would find you on that night. He repeated the rumour two times and didn't dare say it again. :D I was convinced that this rumour isn't from a book or something, it is created to scare people. So i said it seven times. -.- Good news to everyone, nothing happened on that night. "Natural Phenomenon". I don't know why i feel that in the six of us, i can get hurt, but the other five must not be affected. Is this altruism, or being selfless? I'm going to die. ):
#1Ice skating was fun! :D I'm going to go back during the september holidays again. ;D And, I'M GOING TO WEAR AN EXTRA THICK SOCKS. You will know why if you went with us, (; Wang XinYue accidentally spilled the cup of tea on my whole shirt, it's like damn funny. Than she told me that it looked special. -.- But it's okay, i don't care whether my shirt is dirty or not at that time. Weirdo. #2 I heard that history test is going to be VERY difficult. They set THAT test to fail people, and find the potential ones. I'm not good at interpreting, so i don't think i can pass. ): Too bad, i need to get a history assessment. It's like, another burden. You should look at the pile of books on my table, it is seriously going to kill me. Nevermind, it's all for my own good. Ya, practically, i'm killing brain cells in return of results. Worth it? I don't know. #3 We had our results slips back. Only three people passed all subjects. ): Even though i pass all, i'm not happy at all. O: I don't know why, maybe it's because i can do better. My english and literature is like ... My D&T results wasn't good, and for my science too. It's time i work harder than semester one. The End-Of-Year paper isn't going to be easy, i'm telling myself this because i know it. They want to pick out the potential students. I'm stress now. It's like, everyday, i go home, i will change into my clothes and immediately, i sit in front of the computer table to check the dictionary. After i check the dictionary, i go bathe and when i come out, i have to study. D'= Dinner is the only time i get out of my seat, and than, i go back to study again. Life is not great like that, sometimes. It's like we are studying for results, but not to gain knowledge. Crap. #4 I'm going to celebrate Wang XinYue's birthday with her this thursday! :D We had it planned, and matched our timetables. Thursday is the best day. I'm going to get her a BIIIIG present, and she is going to scream at the sight of it. HAHA Not really big, i meant, something she really liked. :) Altruism.
Happy Birthday Singapore!I <3 Singapore, *WEET*! -.- Ok, firstly, i'm just copying the TV. =D Whatever, just Happy National Day! Firstly, I'M GOING ICE-SKATING TOMORROW! I tried calling so many people. i don't even know if i will suceed. :D Xinyue I no $$ liao. T_T You treat, i go. OKAY? Me: NEVER :D Than enjoy yourselves. JieYing Huh? You go yourself. Full stop. I think she wants to sleep. HAHA, Wang XinYue is coming to my house at 11am. These three cannot go out. D'= So, YongChin What time? until what time? Full Stop. Than i don't know whether he going. Zuyang I'm going out sorry. Than suddenly i think he can go. idk. So it's still me and XinYue. D'= Two loner. BWAHAHAA, but we are still going to have fun no matter what. :D I'm so bored by the NDP, i'm not interested in watching. :D So i'm online, and currently, i'm spamming. I'm spamming in the chat i'm having with Weichen, and his blog. DAMN FUN. Now i love to spam. HOW? Somethings that are not important in life, may seem paramount now.
Senoko power station was FUN!MUAHAHAHAHA! We skipped half and hour of history lessons, and assembly! This is what i'm happy about. The bus trip was about 45 minutes, i don't know because i was talking and playing all the way. Aiya all the pupils from the different classes don't know why so emo, all very quiet. =/ Become only 2E6 talking loudly only. :D The machine room was like so hot, and my shirt become like chao-da after i came out. They even made us wear helmets and earpluggs. 3M brand one leh! (: My helmet was like so big, that i can't bend down my head or it would drop out. :D So i had to hold my helmet whenever it wanted to look down, especially in the machine place. Me and XinYue banged our heads together and i couldn't really manage that because she was too tall, D': But i managed to bang heads with ShuYI because she is taller than me only by a little. (: YAY! For ana, i just kept touching her earpluggs -the part sticking out of her ears. :D Everyone has two orange sticks sticking out of their ears. See liao damn funny. HAHA. YongChin too tall liao. I want to knock his head also cannot, so ended up knocking the helmet near his forehead. -.- So i stopped it because no fun. The place was have metal "nets" all around. You look down, you see yourself at a high place with many machines down there. ShuYi kept grabbing on XinYue's hand and i was like looking down continuously because it was amazing. :D We walked down a "transparent" staircase and i kept looking down. Than we walked past a pipe that was quite short, but tall for me after that. XinYue was in front of me and she thought she didn't need to bend down so she just walked under the pipe but than... her head knocked onto the pipe and i laughed like crazy. I don't even need to bend down! :D YAY~ 矮人的好处。 I lost her and ShuYi after that because i kept looking down the net. LOL We moved on to another place, also got one BIG BIG machine. I went to knock on JiaJia's helmet. Damn hard. GOT ONE SOUND ONE OKAY? My hands are solid. So i looked around everywhere and couldn't find ShuYi and XinYue. Sad-ed. Who ask me so short. So i look up and saw two tall people. (: So i went to join ana and yong chin until i found XinYue and ShuYi. It was like after 45min of looking at the machines when we finally get to go into an air-con room. So shiok. :D we all signed the guest book and began talking crap again. (: We were saying like we can wrap the earpluggs up nicely so that we can give individual teachers as teachers' day present... Especially miss kang, because she gets irritated easily by the tiaking of our pens. :D The Bus finally came. We went to the meeting point to keep our helmets. I cut queue and XinYue really went to queue up. HAHA, than ShuYi cut queue with me and xinyue like very 不爽, so she screamed, "JINGYU! CUT QUEUE!" Before i could say anything right, she flap her hands around and than say loud loud "Excuse ME!!!!" I laughed until i cannot breathe. HAHA So the five of us choing up the bus because we were standing near the door. YAY! 2E6 people's speciality. Or how you spell it. :P Talked horny things on the bus. And i really mean horny. ShuYi was tired so she sat at the side near the window to rest. XinYue wanted to lie behind me because she don't want me to disturb her. Too bad, i felt a hump behind me and saw her head rested behind me. HAHA In the end, i offered her my lap and put my bag there for cushion. HAHA Than she really go and lie her head there. Than she started to blabber horny things. I joined in and Ana kept laughing. I think she laugh until cannot talk liao. XinYue still play handphone game and scream in a man voice "AH ENEMY APPROACHING, ENEMY APPROACHING." I couldn't talk after that because too funny already. I lost count of time and thus, i didn't know what time i reached school. THE END. :D This is an act of Stupidity
FridayThe first thing i complained about was that we had to assemble in the hall from Monday onwards. *Scream* But it's okay. That's only a litte bit of changes. (: PE was right after flag raising and Mr Chan was no where to be seen. So we went outside the library and found that there is no teacher. D: I was so bored that i started saying that Mr chan will pop out from the library and say "BOO!". :D Very creative and nice idea right? And after i said that, i heard many different response. "Aiya you lame jing yu lah!" "LAAAAAAAME jing yu" "HAHAHA, than later we all AHHHH!" "LAME ZZIING YU!" Go and guess whose is whose. BWAHAHAHA! |