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当命运不是你想象中的那么好...
你只好任命!昨天我刚发现洁营去不成了香港，因为她不够钱。为什么我们就是没有一次是能完成的出去玩呢？ 不知为什么我会那么在意她没钱出国这事实，也不知为什么我会气的一肚子火。 我气自己无理取闹，人家命名就是不够钱去，我凭什么叫她去呢？ 算了啦，我们就任命吧。 美婷昨天才跟我说不自己洗内裤会倒霉。>.< 但我正么洗还是很倒霉。 I've been thinking of studying university overseas lately. Oh yes, i want to study in another environment, meet people with different culture, adapt to it. That's what i want...a whole new experience. Maybe it's just that i'm a typical 15 year old seeking for freedom. BUT... what about the school fees? That is a problem. The biggest problem is where do i stay? How do i eat? How do i get a source of income? Am i going to study there all alone? Will i be accepted by the people over there? Argh thinking about these questions just puts me off. I've been told that "if you work hard, you can achieve what you want" but this dream i want seem to be pulling away from me day by day. It isn't the question about doing well in my exams now, it's the question on money. The question on life. "Never give up" is something that i hear almost everyday and i've not given up this yet. But i don't dare to dream about this because when i tell this to others they treat it like i'm joking. 婧瑜，算了啦。 |