Yea, its a sunday.
The budgies flew away five days ago, and i think i have gotten over it. It took me five days. Oh my. But it seems that the so called "female" budgie turned out to be a male. "=.= Or maybe...i think its a homo. It behaves REALLY like a female. It looks at the nestbox, it cooes. D:

Scary. The thought of it makes me freak out, so i don't want to be reminded about it. I don't want to talk about them anymore, talking about them only make those memories come back, making myself feel more depressed. I practically have deleted their pictures away from my handphone, to stop myself from looking at it.


PLEASE, PLEASE stop telling me to buy a new bird. I don't want another anymore. Its not worth it. ):

It would just make me remember that fat blue thing snooping around my house, climbing on my bed, talking back, running to me when i go home. Yes, all these sound crazy, but its real. I don't think any budgie given to me now is comparable with them anymore. I don't want another one!