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I'm so bored today that i keep posting. Yea, and i am still in a bad mood cause someone said something to me that made me look at her in a different angle...OKAY, don't talk about that. I'm real bored now and my life now is like *duh*. Wake up 5.45, walk to bus stop that is soo far away and sometimes, ending up chasing the bus. ~laughs~ Go home at a very so damm late time and kena say not hardworking and all negative idiotic comments come, that's why i prefer to just shut my earholes up with ANYTHING (including tissue) and STUDY, just to keep away from all those comments. I've been thinking and i think i have had enough of the stupid people i met and negative comments given. Everyone has a limit and one day, if it just pricks onto the wound i would burst and maybe, scold many foul words, which is like hell, cause i have been standing all these stupid comments for 5 years.I know i know, i'm the STUPIDEST and the most RETARDED person in my whole great big extended family and so what? I'm happy with what i have and i don't care what they say, but do they have to show a face with such a big contrast and compare this and that just right in front of me? Do you think i'm someone that lousy? If you want, i can prove it to you! And humans are all the same so why do you treat her like god and me, like somebody with no future? Forget it, sometimes i feel that nothing is fair, and we humans contridict. Example when a girl cuts those kind of hair that is short and cannot be tied, we say she looks like a boy, but if a boy cuts that we say he looks like a girl, so what's the point? And yea, i'm looking forward to CIP where i can take a look at people's house. :D And where i go with my friends jumping everywhere. HEHE...later i see that uncle again. AHAHAHAHAHA Whatever it is, i'm still as cheerful as before ( inside of me ) but now, i don't know why i don't laugh as much as last time. |